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Published On: Jan 27, 2005 08:32 PM
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I heard these three things on various radios
stations on my way into work. I was impressed at how little there is in the
world to discuss...and how much there is to say about it.
I married Isis on the fifth day of
May, But I could not hold on to her
very long. So I cut off my hair and
I rode straight away For the wild
unknown country where I could not go
wrong."Often a
dramatic change is adopted as a way to be reborn into a new role in life.
Disillusionment or shortcoming along the path of life can take even a
middle-aged youngster (in mind) to a new highway of exploration. Most often,
the individual, having parted from what was previously perceived to be the most
important of all things, will blame the changes on a shortcoming of his own.
The re-invention of self is simultaneously an act of humility and submission
without being a concession of personal power. It is taken to be a challenge
rather than punishment." I
came to a high place of darkness and
light. The dividing line ran
through the center of town. I
hitched up my pony to a post on the
right, Went in to a laundry to wash
my clothes down."The
mundane becomes overly deep and meaningful. The journey unfolds and revelation
is brought more by the individual than the
surroundings." A man in
the corner approached me for a
match. I knew right away he was not
ordinary. He said, "Are you lookin'
for somethin' easy to catch?" I
said, "I got no money." He said, "That ain't
necessary.""Unenlightened,
the student is disoriented and distrusts outside inquiry, while putting out as
many tacit signals of need as he can. There is a tendency to protect himself
from everything contrasting with a desire for outside
help." We set out that
night for the cold in the North. I
gave him my blanket, he gave me his
word. I said, "Where are we goin'?"
He said we'd be back by the fourth.
I said, "That's the best news that I've ever
heard.""An
apprehension accompanies the student/mentor relationship. In the beginning the
student tries desperately to pay for the lessons and the master offers only a
commitment and nothing of literal or mundane value. The master is seen to be
above the secular or unspiritual elements of the world. The student, uncertain
of his growing desire to embark on the lessons, looks for relief in advance of
that which he fears
undertaking." I was
thinkin' about turquoise, I was thinkin' about
gold, I was thinkin' about diamonds
and the world's biggest necklace.
As we rode through the canyons, through the devilish
cold, I was thinkin' about Isis,
how she thought I was so
reckless."The journey
is one of learning the real meaning of value. The student will start from a
base of monetary or otherwise quantifiable value and will begin to redefine
wealth in terms of the abstract. As he grows toward enlightenment, he finds the
true definitions of wealth lie in things already known, but
obscured." How she told
me that one day we would meet up
again, And things would be
different the next time we wed, If
I only could hang on and just be her
friend. I still can't remember all
the best things she
said."Regret of past
experiences before enlightenment and self examination are common. Over
simplification of the past is also the earmark of a life
re-examined." We came
to the pyramids all embedded in
ice. He said, "There's a body I'm
tryin' to find. If I carry it out
it'll bring a good price." 'Twas
then that I knew what he had on his
mind."At some point,
the master cannot hide his own ties to the mundane, secular, or non-spiritual.
An often underestimated part of the enlightenment of the student is the
realization that his master is indeed subject to the temptations and needs of
the common man. In realizing this, the student finds the kindness required for
compassion and, ultimately,
enlightenment." The
wind it was howlin' and the snow was
outrageous. We chopped through the
night and we chopped through the
dawn. When he died I was hopin'
that it wasn't contagious, But I
made up my mind that I had to go
on."Eventually, the
quest and adventure becomes the student's own. The master's purpose as a
catalyst is more important than his role as guide. The student, in undertaking
the adventure himself, proves his growth in the very areas set out to be
improved by the
journey." I broke into
the tomb, but the casket was empty.
There was no jewels, no nothin', I felt I'd been
had. When I saw that my partner was
just bein' friendly, When I took up
his offer I must-a been
mad."Self doubt will
plague the student as he continues to seek meaning in the adventure. At some
point, the original goal may be abandoned, leaving doubt that must be
transformed into a new, more personal, definition of the purpose of the
undertaking. It is at this point that the student may begin to define the real
meaning of his own
existence." I picked up
his body and I dragged him inside,
Threw him down in the hole and I put back the
cover. I said a quick prayer and I
felt satisfied. Then I rode back to
find Isis just to tell her I love
her."As the
enlightenment solidifies, the student finds fulfillment in his actions and comes
to separate false wealth from true wealth. Atonement becomes central to the
future of the student, rooting future possibility in the needs to answer the
past." She was there in
the meadow where the creek used to
rise. Blinded by sleep and in need
of a bed, I came in from the East
with the sun in my eyes. I cursed
her one time then I rode on
ahead."Internal
struggle and resistance envelopes the desires to live life changed by the
journey." She said,
"Where ya been?" I said, "No place
special." She said, "You look
different." I said, "Well, not
quite." She said, "You been gone."
I said, "That's only natural." She
said, "You gonna stay?" I said, "Yeah, I jes
might.""The past may
be more or less accepting of the adventurer as he returns. What he has learned
may or may not be welcome in the context of the past, but it is central to any
possible success in the
future." Isis, oh,
Isis, you mystical child. What
drives me to you is what drives me
insane. I still can remember the
way that you smiled On the fifth
day of May in the drizzlin' rain.
"Ultimately,
if the cycle doesn't return full circle, there is no hope for the enlightenment
to take hold and for the student to become a master to another one
day."
Posted: Tue - January 25, 2005 at 06:04 PM
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